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Thursday, June 25, 2009

Multo

Tumambay kami sa canteen kanina. Tapos na akong magsnack, wala na akong kausap. Lahat sila busy na sa iba't ibang gawain. Sa madaling salita bored na ako kaya nagyaya akong umuwi na sa best friend kong si Febby (oo, ibang best friend na naman to), kaso nang doon boy friend niya kaya di siya pumayag pero hinatid niya ako sa labas ng school namin.

Noong nasa labas na kami nakita ko yung mahal na mahal kong multo. Nang doon siya sa bilihan ng mango shake kasama ibang mga multong hindi ko kilala. Wala naman akong pakialam sa kanila eh, sa kanya lang, sa multong mahal ko.

Naaalala ko siya, noong araw na nakakasama ko pa siya. Matagal na nga noong nangyari iyon pero klarong-klaro pa rin sa aking pag-iisip ang lahat lahat na nangyari sa aming dalawa.

Isang magandang hapon yun, nasa labas ako ng paaralan namin, naghihintay. Siya nasa kabilang dako ng kalsada, bumibili ng mango shake. Tumawid ako para at nagkunwaring bibili ng sorbetes. Gusto ko lang talaga siyang makita ng mas klaro pero sinita ako ng nagbabantay kaya't bumalik ako sa dati kong kinatatayuan.

Mabait talaga kaklase ko, tinawag niya yung lalaking mahal ko at dahil mahal niya rin ako, tumawid siya para makipag-usap sa akin. Yinaya niya akong magmango shake din. Nahihiya talaga ako sa kanya kaya't tinanggihan ko siya. Masaya na akong kausap siya. Tama na yun para sa akin. Kahit habam buhay na akong hindi makainom ng mango shake okay lang basta makausap ko lang siya.

Alam kong tatawagin na siya ng trainor nila, alam kong mauubos na oras namin, alam kong iiwan niya na naman ako. Gusto kong umiyak pero alam niya talaga ang mga dapat sabihin para maibalik ang ngiti sa aking mukha... magkikita kami uli bukas. Tapos yun, umalis na siya. Naiwan na naman ako sa kalsada kung saan nagsimula ang lahat, sa kalsada kung saan kami nagkatagpo...

Huminto na ako sa kakapanaginip. Bumalik na ako sa tamang pag-iisip ko pero di pa rin ako huminto sa kakaisip sa kanya, huminto lang talaga ako sa kakapanaginip at kakaalala sa mga magagandang nangyari sa amin. Masakit masyado, di ko natiis. Nung nakasakay na ako sa jeep naluha talaga ako. Gusto kong makapiling muli ang mahal ko, yung hindi na multo, yung totoo na, yung mayayakap ko ng mahigpit, hindi yung multong hindi ko naman nahahagkan kahit palagi ko nang katabi.

Oo nga. Isang multo na lang siya ngayon. Isang multong binabalikan ako araw-araw para ipaalala na mahal niya rin ako. Isang multong baka hindi na mabuhay uli. Multo na lang siya ngayon... isang alaala.

Isang alaala na hindi na mangyayari ulit.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

10 Random Things I Learned

I feel blissful today. I've been with my guy best friend, Junery, for the whole day. He enrolled in the review center where I had my review last summer. He asked me to accompany him so I went with him. I also saw my other elementary classmates/schoolmates. It was fun.



7 random things I learned today.

Pangit ang boses ni Jollibee. Narinig ko lang sa TV. Haha.
Lahat ng pambatang palabas ay may moral lesson. Like in the show Jolly Town. Grabe eh. Bata talaga. No cheating daw oh? Haha. Pagtumanda naman matututo rin naman silang magcheat. Tsssk. :P
Ang mga guards din pa la nanonood ng anime. LOL. Astig no? Nanonood sila kanina ng Bakugan! Kewl, kewl. Buti pa sila alam yun, eh ako hindi. Haha.
Negosyante si Junery. Ayaw talaga magpalugi. Tinawaran ba naman ako ng 2 pesos! Haha.
Masayang sumakay ng bus pauwi. First time kong sumakay ng bus kanina. Ung sobrang lapit lang na normally nagjejeep lang tayo. Ung ganung distance lang talaga. Sumakay pa talaga kami ng bus. As in yung super bonggang bus. Haha. Nice, nice. Pero feeling ko masaya lang sha pag gabi.
Ang mga pagkaing chiksilog, tapsilog at iba pang may "silog" ay palaging may itlog. Di ko talaga alam to! As in, swear!
Genius rin pa la sila Jollibee, Hetty at Yum. Ay nku, bonggang bongga talaga sila! Linamangan pa ako sa brains. Naks. Nood kayo Jolly Town! Haha.



Well, siyempre di ko malalaman ang mga bagay na to kung di ko nakasama si Junery. And I'm really happy nakasama ko siya! Whole summer kaya kaming di nagkakasama. Tsssk. I missed him. Uber. Buti na lang. Harhar. :> Naglaro nga pa la kami kanina sa Gamer's Station. Anyway, dollars talaga. 140php per hour sa Game Cube nila. Masaya kasi I got the chance to play Smack Down. Super tagal ko ng di naglalaro. And I won against Junery sa isang game! Haha. Anyhoo, gusto ko pang umattend next weekend sa review. Sana konti pa rin kami kasi masaya talaga. Haha. :P

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

First.

Because the title of this post is in English, I'll try to speak in english all throughout. I don't know why I wanted to do this in English, I just felt that I needed to. Maybe because I haven't been blogging in English these past few weeks.

Mall. I went to the finest mall of Tacloban today, the Robinsons Place, since our classes were suspended because the teachers were busy, we decided to go there. In the morning they had this symposium about the AH1N1 virus. They had their meeting on the afternoon also. We just had 2 classes today.

My day started out not the way we typically want it to start. I mean, who could be happy when you receive your answer sheet from your first Math quiz and you'll see a 0/65 score? Come on. I bet you'd be in a very bad mood or at least if not in a very, in a bad mood, too. That was awful you know. But I guess every student had or will experience these things. I think it's normal.

Well, I told you. Our classes were suspended, so after having that very awful experience in our Math class, we were freed from hell. We were supposed to attend the said symposium about the Swine Flu but we were notified by the principal when we arrived to the SDC that that symposium was for the teachers only so we went back to our classroom. Gawwd.

Anyway, there is a commotion going on between the two senior classes in ESEP. The two classes had some misunderstandings about their point of views about the custody of the 3 former 1st section students who were supposed to be in our class now. Actually, they spent their 1st two weeks in our class but the 1st section requested that those 3 students should be back in their class. So yeah, I hope you get the point. Haha! Anyway, I hadn't said anything about the issue. I don't want to start something that could get us into trouble but someone said something and it really got on my nerves so $*@! . Haaa! Forget about that.

Hmm. Because I was getting bored listening to their complaints and violent reactions about that issue, I joined Febby and Ivan. Ivan was teaching Febby the lesson we had on my 0-scored quiz. Haha. Yeah, I learned something. Haaay. Math is really distressing! After that we went home to prepare.

Okay. So when we were at Robinsons, we headed to NBS immediately. Okay. I really get preoccupied whenever I'm surrounded by books. I could spend my whole day in a bookstore without getting tired. Haha. I prefer being alone when I want to visit a bookstore. Anyway, back to the topic, I saw the Director's Notebook of Twilight again. Hmm. It's so tempting. Haha! When we were done checking out some books there, we went to Booksale. We spent hours there! And yes, of course, I bought something. I found a copy of Memoirs in Geisha that is super cheap so I bought it and an OK magazine. Britney Spears was on the cover so I also bought it. Lucky me. I'm so happy. The last time I went to Booksale, I bought Legally Blonde and a Candy mag also. The point is, I always see books that is really famous or should I say bestsellers? Hmm. Whateverrr. Haha! :))

We played at Tom's world afterwards. Got 110 tickets. I had fun but it was super tiring because there were a lot of people and the place isn't really that big. I was looking for the soccer thingy game but there wasn't. I found the smashing thingy game. The game where a toy will pop out from a hole and then you'll smash it. That was the one I was also looking for so I really had a fun time playing that. Haha. I had some TW buddies too, though I didn't get there names. Fun, addicting, costly. Haha!

Well, that's all. I was standing for 5 hours so I'm really tired. I had fun. I hope we don't have classes tomorrow. I really want to take some rest and have some time alone. Haaay. Good night! :-)